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this is "IT"

2008-06-01T19:52:00.000-07:00

whew! i'm going to be a junior student beginning on thursday! i really couldn't believe the rush of time. indeed, time flies so fast. i didn't notice that i'm already about to graduate in two years! OMG!

these are the things i know that will happen in 3rd year-too much headache caused by Chemistry, more and more challenging school activities, and PROM night. wooohoo!speaking of prom, as early as april, i was already planning about how my dress will look like and how i will look like too. planning too early, huh? well.. i was just excited about it. i hope everything will turn out how i expected it to be.

the thing about MUSiC

2008-06-01T19:38:00.000-07:00

i love songs. i love singing [but i don't have the talent. haha!]there's something in music in which i cannot find in anything else.there is something special about it because it's the only thing that
makes me happy all the time which is a fact that i'm really sure of.

as what they say, music plays a big part in those fellas called
"EMO" or emotional. no, i ain't one of those 'cause i don't really
have those punk hairstyles, thick make-up, black-colored
lipstick&&the like. [but i love black stuff especially black-painted
nails]

these are the 3 top words that i can asociate with music-sing,
happiness, and serenity.

SING - 'cause whenever there's this song which i love most, i really
want to get its lyrics. i want to learn how it should be sung correctly.

HAPPINESS - when i've already familiarized its lyrics, that's the
time when i feel happy and contented with myself. i simply don't
know why but i'm pretty sure that it keeps me on the go.

SERENITY - after searching for the lyrics and familiarizing it, i find
inner peace. i mean, music soothes my soul. it's one of my daily
vitamins to go through life and enjoy every bit of it.

of being a FIRST-TIMER

2008-06-01T00:12:00.000-07:00

walking for hours was tiring. but that "weariness"
seemed to banish because i was with my
mom almost the whole day. we strolled all
around the malls [G-Mall&&SM] and watched the town's
new movie - Caregiver. the movie was great after all.
caregivers experience lots of unforgettable things
and they really feel that huge "pressure" on
their backs. i guess, i really wouldn't want to
be a caregiver someday.. anyways, that night,
me and my mom decided to have a "girls' night out".
at first, i felt excited 'cause it's my first time
to do such thing. but eventually, i felt sorry for
my two brothers who were back home and really
didn't know where we were up to. me, my cousin, my aunt,
and my mom sauntered around the city. i was stunned
because by that time, [10 pm] lots of YOUNG people
were still hanging out at the city's bars. [and take note,
the girls whom i saw were dressed up like they're going
to a beach party or something . they were using
"shorty" shorts and the like. eew!] and then, we
came across this crowded, vast venue. i saw
lots of men, of different ages, drinking, smoking
and with those FLIRT gals. OMG ! i really
couldn't believe what i saw that night! some girls
were sitting on their partner's lap, talking like crazy,
and smiling like a devil. tsssk. we left that place
and proceeded to the other side of the city.
another set of young people were doing the same
thing-smoking&&drinking. oh well! i just have to
be open with the fact that some of the young
people engage in these kind of thing. and oh !
i tried to taste this kind of beer and i really don't like it.
i wonder why people like to drink but the reality is,
it really doesn't taste that good. we went back
to my aunt's home by 2 am and slept there
for awhile. me and my mom rose up by 4 in the morning
[Gwen'ssong. haha!] and then went back to our own home.
*up to now, i could still feel the taste of the beer.